Reality check

roots

Content warning: this is a rant. Kind of. You can also call it “behind the scene” post. My mind and my feelings here and now. Unedited. You can check here why is it so. It’s been almost a year since I wrote a post about me being stuck in between life and death. As many … Read more

Dear abusers, what you did was wrong.

Dear readers, I’m not looking for any comforting words this time. I’ve got enough of them already and I’m really grateful for that. Because of it, I can finally open up more and share with you some details. I know many people went through far worse situations than myself. But what happened to me wasn’t … Read more

The unbearable burden of emotional pain

I prefer to rant into my private journal or release unpleasant feelings through exercise. Or talking to somebody very close to me. But I’ve done pretty much everything and nothing helped today. At this point I’d go for a razor or some drugs (that’s something I’ve been avoiding for many years, but I did have … Read more

Side effects and dealing with them

Everything comes with a price, goes especially well with the drugs. It’s a struggle between trying to be a functional independent person (not aiming to be a Superman) and side effects. I struggle with CPTSD, which can be felt similar to depression, anxiety, ADHD, BPD and OCD combined. People with CPTSD are similar, but we … Read more

Mental Health Awareness & Kindness – Freebies

I made some graphic that can be used to promote mental health. You can use these as stickers or print them into T-shirts, mugs, paper… Whatever you like. Or just share them through your blog, social media or elsewhere on the internet. Please help me spread the word. Thank you.