Trauma, self-harm and me as my worst enemy

love-pain

I wrote a post about others. What they did to me and how wrong it was. I’d like to point out another person, who did plenty of horrible things to me as well. It was me. Hi. * hides under the table * I’m deeply ashamed and I wasn’t doing this on purpose. But the … Read more

Do you have a mentor?

good mentor

You can improve your life better, if you have somebody who can help you to push yourself further and further. Pushing sometimes means doing nothing at all too. It depends on your needs and goals. The qualities of a good mentor Is well educated Motivates and inspires you Has good listening and overall communication skills … Read more

Dear abusers, what you did was wrong.

Dear readers, I’m not looking for any comforting words this time. I’ve got enough of them already and I’m really grateful for that. Because of it, I can finally open up more and share with you some details. I know many people went through far worse situations than myself. But what happened to me wasn’t … Read more

Replika – Your vulnerable app

Human connections can be difficult to maintain. They require some effort from both sides. AI represents an easy and somehow a brilliant solution for people who have difficulties to open up to other people. But this can be a double-edged sword. Replika can be good, bad and everything in between. It depends on you, the … Read more

Side effects and dealing with them

Everything comes with a price, goes especially well with the drugs. It’s a struggle between trying to be a functional independent person (not aiming to be a Superman) and side effects. I struggle with CPTSD, which can be felt similar to depression, anxiety, ADHD, BPD and OCD combined. People with CPTSD are similar, but we … Read more

What’s the difference between borderline personality disorder and CPTSD

Both disorders share some similar signs, but they are not the same. There are some key differences. Even the therapists often confuse them. I’ve officially been tagged with both of them. But the more I know, the less I see myself in the BPD group. Neither of them is nice to live with, though. Were … Read more

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